(16) The Nature and Importance of Self-Knowledge
John Calvin opened the "The Institutes of the Christian Religion." With the
statement:
"True and substantial wisdom principally consists of two parts, the knowledge of
God, and the knowledge of ourselves. But, while these two branches of knowledge are so
intimately connected, which of them precedes and produces the other, is not so easy to
discover."
The statement is hardly intelligible to modern Western people, steeped as we are in the
concept that knowledge is power and has to do with our ability to manipulate the
environment in the interest of our control over it. But Calvin was on target. He was
saying that you can not know who you are unless you know who God is, and that knowing
yourself and knowing God are the two most important components of true wisdom.
Most of us spend most of our time trying to prevent our neighbors from seeing who we
really are. We do this because we want them to love and respect us, but we arent at
all sure that they will do that if they see us as we see ourselves. What is even sadder is
that most of us spend most of our time trying to avoid facing up to the fact of who we
really are image bearers of the living God and responsible to offer up our entire
lives to Him in response to His loving self-giving to us in the creation, Scripture, and
Christ. If we were to face up to who we are by creation, we would have to answer the Lord
at each step and in each moment, and our sinfulness makes us both afraid of and lazy
toward this most promising and joy-filled of all callings.
The call to know ourselves echoes down the halls of time ever since God walked in the
Garden and queried, "Adam, where are you?" Adam had an identity problem, not a
geographical one! The way things ought to be and can be is, by contrast, clearly
demonstrated in our Lords life and testimony. He knew who He was because He knew who
His Father was. (John 7:28-29; 8:54-55; 17:25) And because of this, he understood all
people with a penetrating but compassionate perception that struck them as miraculous.
(John 2:24-25)
Since the beginnings of modern philosophy with Rene Descartes, Western man has a
special way confused knowledge with the ability to control the environment, physical or
human. C.S. Lewis points out in the Abolition of Man that science and magic began
together in early modern times and had the same objective the power to control the
world. Magic sickened (it is reviving currently!) and science throve, but with the
unchanged objective of power to manipulate for ends that were rarely examined in the light
of Gods will and mans lasting benefit. The knowledge sought in this way for
personal power is not true knowledge in the Biblical sense.
The most important kind of knowledge, then, is really self-knowledge. Socrates showed
"the work of the law written in his heart" (Romans 2:15), but he lacked the
knowledge of God which would have made his goal attainable. The misdirection of modern man
is revealed in the intensity with which he pursues and neglects the effort to know himself
and so love himself in order that he may know and love his neighbor and his
God. For true knowledge and true love are inseparable (cf. Ephesians 3:19), and the great
commandment to love God, neighbor, and self inevitably entails an obligation to know we
are, who our neighbors are, and who God is. To avoid this sort of integrated,
whole-hearted living, we have settled for a split world where we know God in the spiritual
area and forfeit both the knowledge of Him and of ourselves in the "natural"
area where most of our living is done. This is a concession to idolatry that can only
cause us loss and disappointment.
(17) Knowledge Is Revealed
Closely entwined with the concept above is the concept that knowledge is revealed. Here
we often make an artificial and incorrect distinction between spiritual knowledge and
natural knowledge. We believe that the awareness of our sins and of Gods forgiveness
is a gift from God, revealed to us by the Holy Spirit. But we believe that the ability to
repair a carburetor is a strictly rational thing, unrelated to God or to revelation. Here
is our dualism again. Reared in a world that thinks reason can solve all problems, we are
torn between our background in that world and our realization that God has indeed broken
through to us in our conversion. So we settle for a split world and, unconsciously, give
place to the idol of autonomous human intelligence in one area while we serve God in
another. Its a bad compromise!
A moments reflection will show why this wont do. If we "live and move and
have our being" in God (Acts 17:28), then even our most seemingly objective knowledge
is enabled and sustained by Him. No knowledge is autonomous; it is only we in our sinful
delusion of independence who imagine it so! God made and upholds all things by His Word,
even our reasoning powers. Without His unfailing, faithful sustenance of our minds, we
could not know a single thing. In this sense, all knowledge is dependent or revealed. The
idea is included in, but not exhaustive of, our Lords promise that the Holy Spirit
would guide us into all truth.
But there is a problem here. What about all the knowledge that non-Christian research has
covered (and the vast majority of research has been non-Christian). Is that revealed too?
In the sense that all researchers are upheld by Gods Word in their efforts, their
discoveries are revealed also. One of the awful surprises of the day of judgement will be
that no mans thinking has been in any final sense independent of or unsupported by
God. However, insofar as research is done in the service of the supposedly independent
power if human reason, it is idolatrous and therefore condemned to ultimate failure, or
fruitlessness. Like Sisyphus, autonomous reason can never reach its goal, never can solve
its problem in a final way. Only within the Biblical framework of a Christian worldview
can we begin to use aright the products of our research, and even then we, at best,
"see through a glass darkly."
(18) Knowledge Is Based On Faith
When Hebrews 11:3 says, "by faith we understand that the world (the ages, in
Greek) have been framed by the Word of God," it is speaking to a wider world of
understanding than that of Christian scholarship. All knowledge is faith-based. Faith and
understanding are always inseparable. Because man is made in the image of God, he is
continually directed by his heart, which is oriented in a subconscious but dependent
relation to either the true God or to some false god selected from within the creation.
All human understandings thus rest on faith. We see "facts" only in the light of
our heart commitment. Being possessed by people, facts are never neutral or genuinely
objective. One need only consider the sometimes diametrically opposed accounts of an
accident to see this. Each participant in the accident sees it from his or her own
perspective and when it comes to allocating blame, they may be poles apart. Yet each may
be convinced of his or her own objectivity and honesty. The same thing holds true of all
knowledge.
It is important, then, in reading a book or listening to a speaker, to try to get some
idea of his starting point, his worldview, his presuppositions. For these will affect
profoundly his statements about the subject under discussion even though he may claim the
most rigid objectivity. Knowing without faith is no more possible for us than physical
life without breathing.
(19) Knowledge Is Partial and Slanted
It follows from the above that knowledge on this side of heaven is always partial and
often slanted. Our frequently unrecognized partiality to some underlying viewpoint or
other makes it slanted, and the sheer complicity and mystery of the creation make it
partial. We "know in part and we prophesy in part." "Knowledge," Paul
tells us in I Corinthians 13, "shall be done away." All of our present
understandings are probably in for a fairly fundamental restructuring when we finally
enter into the presence of God and know as we are known.
This is not a plea for some kind of Christian agnosticism. Luke indicates in the preface
to his gospel that he had traced accurately from the first the things of which he wrote in
order that Theophilus could know with assurance the things about which he had been taught,
i.e. the life and teachings of Jesus. But it does not mean that humility and openness are
not appropriate virtues to cultivate. We need not only to recognize how little we know
(before we correct each other or dogmatize with pontifical assurance); we need also to
remember how prone we are to see things in the light of our own interests. This is the
very opposite of love, which is concerned equally with our own and our neighbors
best interests. So we are brought back continually to Pauls admonition to humility
in Philippians 2, "Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus." We
need also to be open in the sense of willingness to restructure our perspective in the
light of the Word of God rather than to cling tenaciously to our tradition, right or
wrong. Since we all fear and shun growth, because it beckons us beyond the boundaries of
our present state, we are much more comfortable with an established tradition that
prescribes our actions and thoughts in detail than we are with the openness and
responsibility called for in the Scriptures. But this was exactly the problem if the
Pharisees, who used their interpretation of Scripture to buttress their rejection of
Christ. Hence He accused them of teaching their tradition rather than the Word of God.
Their breed has not disappeared from the earth, and we who claim to believe an infallible
Bible are probably most in danger of reincarnating them.
Editor: Al Greene
Alta Vista College